| visit after fucking visit |
[10 Jul 2008|04:40pm] |
Whoa. College visit so far to binghamton was awesome. I really hope I get accepted.
I realized I have a lot of things I have to do for things that I am a part of and to be honest, this whole growing up thing just gets more and more exciting everyday.
"I guess this is growing up"
Its the shit. The responsibility, maturity, friends, all of it, shear amazingness. I'm happy that this summer I've hung out with new people. Friends I've been friends with, just you know like hanging out with them so much more outside of school.
I really hope my atm card comes in the mail today.
Ill write and entertain more later
Justin
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| holy fucking whoa |
[08 Jul 2008|03:21pm] |
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Deffinitely going to update this shit tonight, I feel like I sorta have a lot to say
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| the fucking fourth |
[04 Jul 2008|05:36pm] |
Wow so I woke up today around 940ish. I couldn't believe I woke up so early.. I proceeded to just chill on the internet for a couple hours. Talked to a few friends and did a little dance for danielle and sammi on the tracks.
I also did some laundry today which was really good. I'm currently at my sisters grandmas house for this party. I'm probably going to leave soon before I have to go out to the fireworks at the fair. People here recognize me from the newspaper. Its weird when people know who you are but very humbling at the same time.
I think tonights going to be fun, I'm really excited for it. I get to see kerry on sunday before my soccer practice hopefully, that's the plan.
Work early in the morning and graduation parties all day long. Then spending the night over bethani on the tracks house with some other ti kids after her grad party. Bethani and I are already planning our mayhem for tomorrow muhahahahaa.
Life is amazing. I wanna chill with melfi, neil, and grace again. This week I'm chillin with james and chris probably as well as dave. I'm deff hangin out with stacey. Things should be fun this week.
Life is semi crazy but not really.
Take deep breaths, bring yourself to ecstacy.
315justy
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| I fucking love lj mobile |
[04 Jul 2008|02:02am] |
Out of all of the mobile versions of the hottest websites out, I think that lj mobile is the fastest, therefore I like it the most, since I'm super impatient.
I re-activated my no longer cool and envious sidekick. They are so overrated now that everyone can afford them. Not saying that I ever wanted one just to be "cool". I wanted a sidekick in 6th grade. Long before it ever was a trend. Therefore when I raised enough money from working the sidekick was the first thing I bought.
The phone really means a lot to me even though I haven't used it in like idk 8 years. It represents success and hard work to me. Pretty much it symbolizes all that I have accomplished with my 2 year employer.
Today is the 4th of july and I plan on going over my sisters grandmas for the day and then later I am going out to the fair with some friends to catch the fireworks.
I really misss some of my friends right now and I really miss watching scrubs. Old friendships have been renewed, and I should probably start some of my school work.
This summer has been pretty awesome and interesting. I like it for the nmost part so far.
I'll write more later, I want to go to bed considering its 2.
Peace
315justy
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| woof. neww cellular |
[02 Jul 2008|03:44pm] |
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this is going to be a quick post pretty much, just some basics.
-i got a new cell phone; the lg shine, i love it.
-i want the third season of scrubs. (im having withdrawals)
-people fighting about my article is pretty amazing (criticism good or bad is always good)
-scrubs might be ending after the 8th season
-i feel like i have things to patch up
-stacey and i need to hang out. GREMLIN!
-summer is almost over
-big brother starts soon
-i wanna take a roadtrip to somewheres far away
-i have to work in an hour
-i have to buy my summer reading books
-im not finishing requiem for a dream the book because i dont want to be depressed so im returning it to the library
-i love this blogging thing.
-i can barely sleep
-im stressed
-im happy
315 justy.
ps. ingrid michaelson soothes the soul
pss. zach braff is one of my current heroes
psss. i miss you.
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| My article is in the newspaper |
[01 Jul 2008|11:46am] |
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I don't know whether or not people find it (my article) to be good or bad, I'm extremely proud of it being in the newspaper. To be quite honest I don't like english or writing for the most part. The only times I do write it is usually for therapeutic reasons, for fun, if i have a problem with something, or for school. Overall it's pretty fun. Writing gives a chance to open peoples eyes about problems
and issues in the world.
Image credited by The Post Standard
Some people have commented my article on the website and there has been some amazing critique. Like no joke. SwoonxSwoon. To be honest I'm a perfectionist, so even though i know i dont want to pursue anything really in writing what-so-ever, I want to at least do as well as possible to the fullest of my potential you know?
NEWS FLASH BUDDY OH!
the world sadly enough doesnt care about staggering issues in the world anymore!
Fact: The world is full of negativity
Fact: People only care about the newest celebrity thats pregnant
Fact: More people would go to a Rolling Stones Concert than help a Lesser Developed Country
Fact: Our world saddens me.
OH BUDDY DON'T SOUND SO ANNOYED!
Honestly i dont mean to sound so annoyed, but the world makes me so upset that we only focus on the things that are negative. I feel like its the only thing that sells anymore. DOES ANYONE AGREE WITH ME?!
Anyways here is my article:
A new epidemic is surfacing in the energy drink scene, and it is one that is marketed towards us teens.
You've seen energy drinks. They're packed with caffeine and other chemicals supposed to give you a jolt, including taurine, gurarana, ginseng. Now, they're adding another ingredient -- alcohol.
In some cases people buying these beverages aren't too sure of what they are buying and are accidentally selecting an alcoholic energy drink when that was not their intention.
The appearance of these alcoholic drinks is intentionally appealing for teens. With bright colors, cool graphics and some drinks that turn the drinker's tongue colors, I don't think these are marketed for our older siblings or our parents.
In most cases, the alcoholic energy drinks are outrageously similar in appearance to regular energy drinks. To make matters worse, the alcoholic energy drinks are stocked next to the non-alcoholic energy drinks in our local convenience stores and grocery stores.
The marketing scheme for these drinks is misleading as well. The alcoholic energy drinks cost 50 cents to $1 less than non-alcoholic energy drinks. This price difference is appealing to those of us who can scrape together a dollar and a half, and it's intentional. Some people may choose an alcoholic drink by mistake just by choosing the cheaper option.
The sellers of these alcoholic drinks may also make mistakes. Many convenience stores don't have or don't properly implement the technology to scan these alcoholic energy drinks and flag a cashier that minors aren't able to purchase them.
The assumption then is that cashiers who sells these drinks are supposed to know every product their store sells and every restriction placed on them. We know this isn't possible and therefore many are selling them to minors on accident.
This lack of awareness is putting adolescents in danger, because they fall into the side effects of these alcoholic beverages, and if they weren't intending to get drunk, they are stuck in a situation they didn't mean to get into.
On the other hand, many teenagers can be taking advantage of the confusion and buying these energy drinks as a quick and cheap way to get drunk.
What many teenagers don't know are the effects these alcoholic energy drinks have. Some research shows that the stimulants mask some of the feelings of drunkenness, leading to more alcohol consumption. Other study suggests that the combination of stimulants and alcohol could be too much for some people, putting them at a higher risk of heart attack.
This is a risk that most teenagers don't think they will face, but anything is possible when you are consuming the equivalent of four to six cups of coffee and alcohol.
This lack of education between the manufacturer and seller and the manufacturers' blatant marketing to the teen population are increasing many of the tragedies out in clubs, at parties, and even behind the wheel. I Would Love:
to write an article about mental illness. I feel like that would be something shocking to write about considering in my opinion the world is so close-minded towards that issue.
-AHHHZZ Dr. Cox has corrupted me. I'm speaking for what I believe in Judy.
i dont offend i open eyes.
so now that you all think im this self-absorbed, egotistical prick, I must let you all know that I have a really big heart, and that it just saddens me when the world steps over the smaller people and minorities in society. I just want to make a change and difference about that.
xoxo
Justin/jason/315justy/(insert name here) PS.
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| i feel fucking deprived |
[30 Jun 2008|12:45pm] |
of sleep. I know crazy right? It's summer vacation and I feel deprived of sleep. i feel like im missing somehting you know? idk. like theres never enough time in summer.
im stressed.
this blog will make no sense from here on.
scrubs makes me happy
friends make me happier
life gets me anxious
having to accomplish things makes me happy and anxious
i wish that when im super stoked about things and then a "bump" comes along i wouldnt get so upset about it. I guess i'll always possess those characteristics of a perfectionist.
i want to finish cleaning my room more.
i want to actually read more than 5 pages of a book today.
i want to study.
i want to educate myself more.
nervous as fuck,
justin
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| holy fucking shit its finally summer |
[25 Jun 2008|11:59am] |
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its finally here! charge.
this shit is going to be so much fun.
i cant wait for a progression in everything this summer
exams went extremely well.
went out to breakfast with my mom today.
further updates soon.
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| practice makes fucking perfect. |
[15 Jun 2008|04:49pm] |
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So as I blogged earlier this morning this weekend has been pretty amazing and made me re-love life, if that is anymore possible. Its the end. hell is this week. exams for a week straight. work.
Last week was practically unbearable to get through for some reason for me. School just sucked all the way around. I dont see the point of giving hw when theres a couple days left. It just urks me. Id rather suclude myself in my room and bury my face in books pertaining to facts from the beginning of the year.
this summer i want to read a lot more. expand my mind. learn something new.
okay, now that im done porlogue-ing, the weekend from friday and saturday are the shit and today hasnt been to bad either.
Friday:
Friday was ludden day. it wasnt that great to be honest, but it was completely luddenized with the lack of organization, the heated teachers, and the just the uneccessary incessant chaos. I found out I got an A on my final paper from my english paper, so as long as my mechanics are good Shully should give me a good grade and i could probalby walk away with an A or A-, which im extremely proud of.
After ludden day my friends and i all went and had a balloon fight and had lunch. We ate at tullys and that was really fun. I watched the italy soccer game. Their my favorites. Had some chicken of course and french fries. I love chicken and you all should already know this. I could eat it everyday and probalby never get sick of it.
I won my office for public relations, which was so difficult considering i ran against someone.
The water balloon fight was CRAZY beyond belief, got welted in the eye with a balloon, got soaked, and massive cars got shaving creamed and egged on. It was so much fun. It was just pure anarchy and people just running around laughing and just enjoying life. It was amazing.
After that i went over sylvias house wtih some other ludden kids. it was pretty fun. played catch with nick. talked to calto, and obviously continued to socialize with casey, morgna, coll, and corinne.
Then at 5 o'clock heather and i headed off for the SU hill and we chilled up there for about an hour and a half at marshall sqaure mall just bonding and having ~heart to hearts~. Then around 630ish mark and sara came up and meet up with us. We all went to eat at this amazing greek restauratn called Aladins. It was amazing so everyone should go. We spreaded diseases and ailments all around the table from sharing everything we all had for dinner. Tierney met up with us while we were eating. Thats when all the fun began. Us five pretty much equals constant laughs.
We ran all around the hill, had some waffles from funk n waffles, listened to a little of goldie and this changes everything, played on the su campus. Sara and i encountered the crepe guy at the restaurant, and he pretty much had us peeing. Here are some quotes from him. Sara and I walk in and this is what he says while hes on the phone. "Oh My Fucking God What The Shet", and then sara asked for neutella for her waffle that her and mark were having and he was like "grr okay Here enjoy your neutella, have a ball".
Here are some pictures from that night:
Saturday:
Saturday was balloon fest day. I saw forever the sickest kids. They were wicked good as usual. They came out to gangsters paradise it was pretty much the shit. then they jsut started going ape shit during it. Picked up melfi and neil before. the car ride was fun. we met up with pat, sara, mark, julie, hannah, and erin. Once again it was fun. Being with all of them is just always fun. Had some really good laughs. THe jacked mama was the shit. scene qu33ns galore. i really wanted to take a picture with nikki cut throat lyk3 0mFGzzz. Scene should die thats just a side note. to be honest their all just lost souls that dont know who they are yet just drowning themselves in hair weaves and loads of makeup. There are some people that just dress like that and genuinely know who they are. Im not trying to insult those that do look like that. Just the fakes pretty much. but hey do whatever you have to do to find yourself, cause honestly i dont care what people look like.
Anyways after balloon fest was done melfi, neil, erin and i all went to matts graduation party. it was fun. cleared up some "rumors" bhahahahaa. laughed some more. then we were off to erins house to watch some movies. scott and dave came over. their funny even though i dont think either one of them remotely like me to much. We watched disturbia, tried one of the three new mountain dew flavors, it was good. Then after that i dropped melfi and neil off home and then went and saw casey. Left caseys house at 1230, got home around 1ish, then went to bed.
friday + saturday - earlier that week = amazing
solve my math bitch.
Sunday aka Today:
didnt do to much. went to work from 830-1230, barely could keep my eyes open. It was fun though. Megan was entertaining, sort of got a long with the pharmacist, and went by fast. my stomach was off again this morning. i dont think im feeling well lately. other than that, i came home, did some hw, still have to finish my two english essays. I worried today about soccer practice and the regents this week. I think ill be fine with both but it wouldnt be a day if justin was actually not worrying about something. Soccer practice got cancelled because of the weather. Im gonna go do my english soon then just study and chill for the rest of the night. Ill go and shower before i go to bed tonight just to sleep in maybe tomorrow? idk.
Probably not as many updates this week, because its exam week. Officially done the 24th then my amazing summer begins.
whoa oh.
315justy
ps. i need to learn how to cut the journal entry so pictures arent on the main page. stacey teach me?! :-) ( dance )ps. i need to learn how to cut the journal entry so pictures arent on the main page. stacey teach me?! :-)
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| fucking |
[15 Jun 2008|01:08am] |
fucking love life again. this past shitty week is gone. news about this weekend later. work in 7 hours. shit. going to sleep
pictures tomorrow.
ftsk is going to be the soundtrack to my summer.
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| what the fuck |
[11 Jun 2008|11:33am] |
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this video pretty much sums up my week pretty much.
this week absolutely sucks
i hate when things are going so right for so long and then it takes a 360.
honestly everything doesnt stay the same forever
ive grown accustom to that.
i hate not being able to be on my own yet.
i feel guilty for still living at home and not being able to support myself.
i think maybe thats one reason why i make myself busy.
it makes me feel as far away from home as possible.
i love being home at the same time.
my parents are legit my bff's.
ive really liked blogging lately.
its been extremely therapeutic.
i dont know how friday-sunday will unfold.
hopefully everything goes smoothly.
friday goldie, saturday ftsk or soccer practice?, sunday work and soccer practice.
chem camp has been a total guilt trip for me.
rao is good at making people feel guilty for not showing up.
its not my fault though.
ive actually been studying for a lot of my regents solo.
rather proud of myself.
no school today, because the roof blew off, because of a thunderstorm
sorta happy it did, but sorta happy it didnt.
i just want school to be over with.
once its done ill be so thankful.
its a chapter closer to the beginning of the next stage in life.
just vented with madre.
felt amazing.
you wouldnt know that there was a pause in this, because you arent present
a duh.
live the revolution.
"go ahead by yourself a drink"
315 justy
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| WORST FUCKING COLD EVER |
[09 Jun 2008|10:27pm] |
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should be the name of the show instead of best week ever
this cold needs to bounce. get the fuck away from me. so i can breath through my nose.
i need sleep this week, and im getting like none.fuckfuckfuck.
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| IF YOU CANT MESS WITH A FUCKING LADY THEN WHO DO YOU MESS WITH? |
[08 Jun 2008|09:45pm] |
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Wow, today was fucking nuts. Practically studied all day long for regents. I feel like im teaching/learning myself about subject matters. If this is the collegiate level lifestyle i think i will feel slightly accomplished, because i feel really great about myself right now pretty much. Today was also very confusing, for me. Just those hectic feelings once again, but i cant let it consume me or take over me for the next two weeks. Thats all thats left. Then lucidic summer is coming.
-I want to go right now and finish doing some more work
-clean some of my room
-lay in bed and think
-eat (but im not going to)
grouchy mood, but in the most optimisstic mood at the same time. Thats the beauty of the human mind. It feels two polarly opposite emotions at the same time..No One Else could create a better form of art.
i love the end of this forever the sickest kids song. "My body, Your Body"
cant wait to start my music up this summer, it will be funnnnnayyy but amaezing.
shake your ass and wiggle your toes cause all you bitches be riding in my cadillac hoes...hahahaahahaaha
I cant wait to write a letter to myself next year for english class so i can see how much ive grown in 4 years.
this blog is so random but its me.
goodnight everyone this mad-man needs his rest
315justy
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| HOLY FUCKING SHIT |
[05 Jun 2008|09:37pm] |
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so do you know those times in your life when things just seem to go by so fast your just like whoa where'd the time go? Well i deffinitely had one of those experiences today. So at school today was the last day for the seniors and then i realized holy shit i graduate next year. I had instant flashbacks to when i was in fifth grade and i watched the sixth graders go and graduate. I was just in complete awe how quick the years went by from 11 to 5. I remember sixth grade going by so quick and i ahve a feeling thats how senior year is going to go as well..
It's sorta been difficult just thinking about graduating. Yes im extremely excited to move on with my life and go see the world more and get a new look and environment for awhile, but at the same time the friendships ive made since 7th grade feel like their completely solidifying and defying the textbook definition of the "high school" closing friendships.
I have grown so much in the past five years. Its crazy. The fights, the laughs, the angst, the heartbreaks, the friends, the "enemies", experiences, have all been 100% worth it.
So tonight [060608] I went and watched some of the seniors go off to their senior ball. It was so amazing! I love the seniors so much. Im really going to miss them, and Casey looked absolutely gorgeous yo. I had so much fun. I chilled with calto and sylvia for a couple hours prior to see the senior ball kids taking their pictures. I just cant believe ill be in their position in like a year, and ill have where i want to go to college and part of my future "figured out".
Ive learned that pleasing people isnt always an alternative for things. If its meant to be it is. if it isnt meant to be it isnt.
pretty much im loving life right now and im working on my website. it should end up being overall pretty hott. im excited for the future and even more content with the present.
everything feel so balanced right now. its beautiful.
touch me and youll get a spark of excitement
love
315 justy
ps. KERRY CONGRATS ON YOUR JOBBBB I LOVE YOU!
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| If you fucking want something... |
[03 Jun 2008|06:42pm] |
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go fucking get it. Don't let anything stop you from getting it. If you let things, people, or anything stop you from what you wnat in life, youll end up unhappy in the end. End of story. thats all i have to say today.
website in the making.
315justy
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| LIFE FUCKING PWNS |
[01 Jun 2008|05:51pm] |
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this has been my second entry in a row with the word fuck in it. I think i should just name my blog the fucked up chronicle and make it a tradition to put fuck in all my blog titles. orginal somewhat i guess? Life overall has been really good, it has been consumed of school, work, friends, and new music. The friends, music, and work have been a blast. I couldnt wait any sooner for school to be over. I'm officially done the 24th of June and i really think that this summer genuinely will be the fucking shit. It will be filled with romance, chaos, memories, bonding, and growing. This is the last summer of extravaganza-ness, before Im off to college, so i want to make it the best fucking time of my life.
i will be going on roadtrips, studying for exams, hanging out with friends, making money, enhancing my movement, and hopefully scoring a photoshoot(?).
so this weekend was pretty fun. let me expand upon it now:
Friday:
-dropped casey off home and watched her go off to maryland
-came home did a show- which was pretty fun honestly. It went on for about three hours adn i learned more sweedish which is always fun.
-chilled with my parents at home and ordered pizza
Saturday:
-pretty much was the fucking shit.
-woke up at 11
-it was the first time i slept in for awhile
-talked to calto
-went over my cousins house to celebrate her birthday
her name is Koley Kouture and she is the bomb.
-watched two extremely fucked up movies with melfi
-Pi and Requiem for a Dream are their names.
-Pi was seriously the weirdest movie ever but it was still wicked good. I guess my friend Dan was reading the book possibly? so i heard? im going to have to ask him tomorrwo and if he was i will have to let him borrow the movie.
-Went to bed around 1030 because the next day was busy.
Sunday:
-A cooing bird woke me up at 5am and i couldnt go back to bed
-got ready for work at 615am
-went to work at 7
-left work at 1230
-went to "chem camp" 1-4
-"raced" cars with colleen and hannah
-went to the gym with colleen
-played a joke on my mom
-and now typing this blog
my life pretty much is making me happy right now, and this is the most unstressed i think i have been in awhile for being home.
I wish anxiety floated away like a balloon like those sunny days as a child.
So free so, flowy, just moving, just going, just doing what it do best.
Breathing, living, loving, breathing. going, going, going, away, going, away.
save me from this anxiety.
i love you all period
JUSTY
ps. i used to not like that nickname for some reason but now i think i pretty much fucking love it for some reason.
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| JUST OPENED A CAN OF WHAT THE FUCK?! |
[31 May 2008|11:37am] |
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okay first off, i found out that urgency broke up, which in fact i thought i wouldnt care that much, considering i havent been in the local scene that much anymore, because i pretty much think it sucks right now. "Same shit different day, same shit different day", thats my lyrical verse for the scene right now i feel like, plus my music taste has sorta of changed and evolved. I still like "pop-punk" and the stereotypical "pussy" bands, but they were bands more part of my past. (I hope no one finds my blog and turns me into a devil for speaking whats on my mind, God forbid you use livejournal for what it's worth). Oh and as I got extremely off topic about talking about urgency, they took awhile to grow on me, but eventually they did, and as i write this blog im listening to their music, and i must say everything in life is better once its gone. Everything stands out more than usual, you hear things you miss, you see things you've never seen before, and its just different.
People are obstructing the meaning of life, and typically its that persons fault. People are lowering themselves to the scum on earth that, the world doesnt need. Making your life one huge stereotypical online cliche wont get you anywheres in life. This is just a general rant. Seriously if you follow every trend and every cliche youll never find yourself, people really need to find their own trend so they can find themselves. Im not saying its wrong to follow trends, but be the trend dont let the trend consume you and become you. Im afraid thats what the world has come to, people being consumed by trends and losing themselves and forgetting every moral their aching bones have ever possessed. Its sickening. People need to grow the fuck up, and see the beauty they have in front of them. Take the higher road. Its always the better one. Blog fights were so 2005, peter wentz and chris never resolved anything, jeffree star and hanna beth never accomplished anything through blog fights.
I wish people would open their mouths when there is conflict between countries, people, family, friends, etc. Cause if you just talk shit about things behind peoples back, and then somehow it comes to a surface, there is going to be 20x more drama than intended in the beginning. Things have had better endings when people have confronted issues, opened their mouths, spoke their mind, and did it face to face. Civil Rights Movement with Martin Luther King Jr. for instance.
"One Love" Bobby Marley.
This blog means to be no offense to anyone what-so-ever, i dont offend i open eyes.
If you're guilty look in the mirror, see yourself, find yourself, then love yourself, because
if your stuck in lies, youre going to always be a lost and ugly person that brings nothing
but negativity to the world, and thats something our world doesnt need.
im not saying that i hold all of the answers to the worlds problems, problems with friends, people or anything at all, but i do consider myself to be a pretty wise, knowledgable, and understanding person for the times that we live.
100 spulling and grammatical, errors later,
315 justy.
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| uhh identity in the back |
[26 May 2008|11:29am] |
heart attack at the age of ten
severed from the world here it goes again
pierced shaking cold brutal, lets dance away the pain
moving. bleeding. dying. feeling. hope.
screaming for a new opportunity.
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| I hate the phrase |
[15 May 2008|10:49pm] |
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pull the plug. it seriously just pisses me off. i dont like how the expression is associated with death. when i think of pulling the plug i think of unplugging my tv, alarm clock, the toaster, or something else, not ending someones life. plus if you pull the plug out of anything like a tv, alarm clock, or toaster you can just plug it back in and it will work again, thats somehting you cant do with people.
death sucks, and i miss my grandma.
r.i.p mr destefano i will make you proud
justin.
ps. summer needs to come, the hush sound (for sure) metrostation (possibly)
cant wait for the summer of art to come.
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| the end is near |
[14 May 2008|03:59pm] |
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schools almost done. im excited. im stuck again. always stuck at the most incovenient times. summer is going to be the shit. working me ass off.
exams need to come and go
1 month, 1 week, and 5 days until exams and everything are done.
i miss you and the sounds of our eclectic heartbeats.
sjahlskfjhdaslkjsd j
:-(
:-)
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| oh shitt |
[11 May 2008|05:48pm] |
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schools almost over. 5 more weeks or so? couldnt be any more stoked. summer 08 is going to be the shit, plan and simple. Maturation, late nights, parties, beach, work, sleep, and just fun pretty much. It's going to be a summer or revolution i believe, and i cant wait for it. I already have a lot of things I want to do in the crevices of my brain, and i plan on accomplishing them. I want to learn how to do video editing things, photography, and much much more. I feel like theres never any time for anything.
I want to have this photoshoot for this weeked sweet picture idea i came up with. I think it could look pretty deece if everything turns out okay. Im living/loving life right now. Stress and frustration are becoming things of the past somewhat, but will always be present no matter what.
i want to hone in on my creative side more this summer, i feel like its within me, its in my blood.
i love the gym its the best place ever.
if you can keep up with any of my blogs i give you props, because their just random facts about myself and days.
i dont write to impress anyone, i only write to amuse myself.
burnt.
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| What is? |
[08 May 2008|07:03pm] |
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What is beauty? What is art? What does it feel like? What does it convey? What does it exert? What is the meaning? is it something deep within?
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[22 Apr 2008|05:05pm] |
my jason jacobs movement to get out there more, i need to be a little more focused on it. i really want to make a difference in this world and i know i can do it i just have to stay focused.
this is just a journal to myself. i hope to blog here more just for venting and such.
lets be adventurous together.
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| America and the world woudl be better if... |
[01 Mar 2008|03:40pm] |
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Is to be happier. I think our world is so hyped up on waht we don't have and what we want, opposed to what we already have and love. I think that if people took a step back and realize all the gifts they already have, I think people would be so much more happier. I feel like if people were happier, people would treat each other better and not as much like shit. That is just my opinion. I think that in order to achieve this people need to focus themselves around what makes them feel positive, no negativity, and no let downs by others. That's another thing as well. I feel like people put each other down way to much in this world for no apparent reason. people are getting killed, battered, and tortured for their beliefs and way of life. I think we should all help change this? 
Lets take a change of pace and talk about last night?!!?! SURE JUSTIN YOU ARE THE BOMB :-D!
Okay so last night was really fun, I hit the town with some friends and then we went out for dinner to celebrate Leap Day. It was marley as hell. We went ice skating and then ate at spaghetti warehouse. Both were amazing, especially spaghetti warehouse. I didnt go ice skating so about five of us went around downtown. We hit up starbucks and the sound garden. The sound garden is amazing everything there is like ten dollars for cds. You can get full wall posters for like thirteen dollars and tv seasons for like forty dollars cheaper. 
It was amazing too cause the TRINOMIALS had a reunion! it was beast. The people above i love them a lot not going to lie. The TRINOMIALS will take over the world one day hopefully and everyone will bask in our ambience. We joined forces towards the beginning of the year and we pretty much are going to cover rap songs and turn them acoustic for fun. Thats what life is about having fun and wanting to live life. 
So after chilling out in the cold and out sound garden we went out to eat. This whole night was organized and planned by tim who did an amazing ass job because i had a marley ass time. I loved the restaurant, because i dont think i have ever been there before or I have been but it was when i was really little so i dont remember it. The restaurant was so vintage and had games from like early twentieth century. i had chicken and manacotti. it was legit awesome. here are some pictures from the rest of the night enjoy: 
QOTD: What's one thing you think could help make the world a better place. It can be anything, socially, globaly, environmentally, etc.
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| It's been forever. |
[15 Feb 2008|05:24pm] |
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This will be a personal update. Things have been so crazy lately. Everything has been work work work. im so thankful that its finally break i really need another break. ill have time to sleep in and rest, which is good, because i feel like im getting sick. im really excited because this break im going to be doing a lot of planning with a friend for my jason jacobs movement which im stoked about. tomorrow im seeing urgency so that should be wicked fun and ill be there with the bad ass stace and others i think will be showing up as well. ill take pictures and/or videos probalby/hopefully, if i do i will post them for you guys.
inside the madness
justy
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